Let by Gones.. Be by Gones!!

Percaya 95%

2011-07-08T04:18:00.000-07:00

“Ini SMS siapa Yank?” tanyaku pada Damar, pacarku.

“Temen.” jawabnya singkat dengan mata terus menatap ke laptop kesayangannya.

“Masa temen SMS kayak gini sich” lanjutku.

“Ya ampun Nay, biasa aza kali, ga macem-macem” katanya.

“Kamu pasti selingkuh, kan?” kataku sambil menatapnya tajam

“Nay, uda deh, ga usah mulai lagi.” katanya dengan nada uda mulai kesel.

“Tapi…..” kataku

“Nay, please jangan bikin aku tambah pusing dengan kecurigaan kamu yang ga beralasan kaya gitu, tugas aku uda banyak banget” katanya sambil menatapku dalem banget.

“Ok ok tapi awas sampe kamu ketauan selingkuh!” kataku sambil pergi mengambil minum meninggalkannya sendiri diruang tamu.

Aku Nayla, umurku 18 tahun, yaa memang mungkin aku terlihat sangat posesif dalam hal-hal kaya gini. Aduh ini karena aku sayang banget ma Damar, and ada alasan lain sih, tapi mungkin karena ini juga aku sama Damar sering berantem, sejauh ini sih Damar sangat sabar ngadepin aku, dengan sabar dia ngejelasin semua yang nge-buat aku curiga. Tapi ini aku lakuin karena aku ingin dia selalu jujur dan selalu berada disampingku. Dan dia adalah orang yang sejauh ini sangat setia sama aku.

***

“Nay!” teriak seseorang dibelakangku saat aku berjalan di koridor sekolahku.

Akupun menoleh,

“Hei Ram, ada apa?”

“Nggak, kamu mau kemana?”

“Mau ke TU ngambil absen, kamu sendiri mau kemana?”

“Sama donk, aku juga mau ke TU, tapi aku dipanggil Bu Santi.” jawabnya

“Bu Santi?? Bu Santi kan guru BP,, Ayooo kamu ngapain sampe dipanggil Bu Santi???” kataku ngeledeknya.

“Aku ga ngapa-ngapain kok, aku disuruh kesana soalnya aku kan jadi panitia Pensi, Damar juga dipanggil kok, Dia kan ketuanya.” katanya

“Oh iya gitu? Siapa za yang dipanggil kesana?(Qo aku ga dikasih tau sih)”

“Panitia inti aza, cuma ketua, sekretaris, bendahara and 6 ketua seksi, kenapa gitu?” tanyanya

“Ooo ga apa-apa, kamu sendiri jadi apa?”

“Jadi ketua seksi logistik donk,” katanya bangga sambil menepuk dada.

“Iiich cuma jadi ketua seksi logistik za bangga hahaha” kataku.

“Eh jangan salah, ketua seksi logistik itu adalah jabatan paling tersulit, kita harus ngurusin semua peralatan yang jadi kebutuhan Pensi, mulai dari alat-alat Band, panggung, poster, dan bla bla bla” katanya panjang lebar.

Aku hanya tersenyum saja melihatnya, kamipun berjalan bersama sampai di ruang TU. Dan..

“DAMAR!!!!” kataku sedikit berteriak. Aku melihat dia duduk berdua dengan cewek di dalam ruang TU sambil ngobrol gitu. Aku langsung menarik dia keluar.

“Ada apa Nay?” katanya bingung sendiri.

“Kamu ngapain berdua aja ma Dinda disitu, mesra banget lagi.” kataku

“Mesra gimana Nay? Aku Cuma lagi ngobrolin tentang Pensi dia kan sekretaris, wajar donk kita ngobrol” jawabnya.

“Tapi kenapa deket-deket gitu duduknya. Trus kalian cuma berdua lagi, kamu mau curi-curi kesempatan kan?”

“Kita nggak berdua Nay, Salim baru aza disuruh Pa Komar untuk fotocory sesuatu, Bu Santi tadi bersama kita disitu, Cuma Bu Santi tadi dipanggil Kepala Sekolah dulu, and yang lain belum datang aku ga pernah curi-curi kesempatan.” jelasnya.

“Tapi si Dinda itu kan ngecengin kamu, pasti dia yang curi-curi kesempatan deket-deketin kamu.”

“Nay, please, kalo kamu kaya gini, aku gakan bisa ngerjain Pensi ini dengan benar, please kali ini za kamu percaya ma aku, jangan dengerin apa kata orang and coba kamu pikir apa aku pernah selingkuh ma orang lain sejauh ini? Bagaimanapun juga aku pasti sering berkomunikasi dengan Dinda, Dewi atau siapapun cewek yang jadi panitia disini. Aku kan ketua panitia Pensi ini.” jelasnya

“Tapi kenapa kamu ngga bilang ma aku kamu disuruh kesini, sms kek, tlp kek,ato apa gitu, kalo aku ga kesini kamu pasti enak-enakan berdua-duaan ma Dinda!”

“Aku ga bilang, karena dipanggilnya aza mendadak, tanya deh ma yang lain, ma Rama misalnya, aku juga ga mungkin donk ke kelas kamu cuma buat bilang ‘Yank aku dipanggil Ibu Santi’,kamu kan lagi belajar, lagian aku kan uda bilang tadi pas aku jemput kamu kalo handphone aku ketinggalan dirumah, jadi aku pikir nanti aku bilang kekamu pas pulang sekolah aza.” jelasnya panjang lebar.

“Tapi..”

“Ok Nay Ok, kalo kamu ga percaya kaya gini, ikut aza kamu rapat sama kita para panitia diruang BP. Kamu bisa liat apa za yang aku kerjain disana. Ato…… apa aku harus mengundurkan diri jadi ketua? Itu mau kamu?”

“Ngga…., jangan ngundurin diri,, aku percaya ma kamu sekarang. tapi kamu janji yaa nggak macem-macem ma dia, and ma cewe – cewe yang lain” kataku lemah.

“Janji!” katamya mantap “Ya udah aku pergi dulu yaa” katanya sambil cium keningku sekilas dan berkumpul lagi ma temen-temen panitianya.

Ya begitulah Damarku, dia adalah orang paling sabar dan pengertian yang pernah aku punya. Meskipun kejadian kaya gitu memang sering terjadi dan dia terlihat tidak pernah bosan untuk menjelaskannya. Aku jadi semakin cintaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sama dia, Damarku is the best.

***

Kring kring kring

‘Rasty calling’, Rasty itu sahabat aku.

“Hallo Ras” kataku

“Hallo Nay”

“Ada apa? Tumben telepon?” tanyaku.

“Nggak, kamu gy di Kafe d’Moon yaa? Cie cie cie.. Aku lewat situ loh,, aku liat kamu sama Damar disitu, ko ngga ngajak-ngajak sih, kan aku belum pernah makan disitu, katanya enak yaa, bener ga sih?” kata Rasty.

“Ras,, aku.. aku gy rumah, aku….. aku ga kemana-mana sekarang” kataku dengan bingung

“Hahh!!! Tapi.. tadi aku liat Damar sama cewe didalem, rambutnya sama panjangnya sama kamu, jadi aku pikir kamu yang ada disitu. Mungkin adiknya, iya pasti adiknya kan Nay,” katanya menenangkanku.

“T..t..tapi… adik Damar kan……… laki-laki, Ras” kataku lemah dan menahan tangis.

Hening..

“Mungkin aku salah liat Nay. Iya aku pasti salah liat, Uda ga usah dipikirin, ok”

Aku langsung menutup handphone dan pergi ke kafe d’Moon. Sampai disana aku memang melihat motor Damar, dan aku melihat dia memang makan berdua dengan cewek, aku ga kenal siapa dia, aku diam sebentar untuk mengamati mereka, tapi mereka duduk dekat sekali dan foto-foto berdua, dan aku melihar.. Oh Tuhan… Dia mencium pipi Damar, Mencium pipi DAMARKU!!! Aku langsung mendekati mejanya dan

PLAKK!!! Tanganku langsung menampar cewe itu, Damar yang kaget langsung berdiri. “Ada Apa sih Nay!!!”

“ADA APA?? ADA APA KATA KAMU!!! SIAPA DIA DAMAR!!! SIAPA??? NGAPAIN KALIAN DISINI, CIUM CIUM GA JELAS!! KAMU SELINGKUH KAN?!!” teriakku sambil sedikit menangis.

Damar menarikku keluar kafe.

“Lepasin tangan aku, Aku benci kamu DAMAR!!! Aku benci aku benciii” kataku

“Kamu kenapa sih!! Kamu ngomong apa??? Dia itu…”

“AKU GA MAU DENGER APAPUN KATA KAMU!!! AKU GA PERCAYA AMA KAMU!! AKU BENCIIIIIII KAMUUU” teriakku,

“TERSERAH!! TERSERAH KAMU NAY, AKU UDA CAPE!” ujarnya

“DAMAR!! Jawab 1 pertanyaan aku,” aku menarik nafas “ Dia Selingkuhan kamu kan!!!”

Damar diam

“JAWAB DAMAR!!!”

“Stop Nay, Stop teriak-teriak kaya gitu. Aku bener- bener uda muak dengan semua ini. Aku muak dengan sikap kamu yang seperti ini!! AKU CAPE!!” katanya

“AKU BENCI KAMU DAMAR!!! KITA PUTUS!!”

Dia diam terlihat shock,,

“Kenapa kamu diam hahh, kenapa?” tanyaku menantangnya, dia yang asalnya menunduk kemudian menatapku tajam, aku langsung tersentak, aku belum pernah melihat tatapan itu dari Damar. Kemudian dia bicara..

“Kalau kamu mau seperti itu, ok kita PUTUS!” katanya dengan terus menatapku

“Jadi bener kan kamu selingkuh? Mangkanya kamu setuju kita PUTUS” kataku. (Berbohonglah Damar, kumohon berbohonglah padaku, bilang dia bukan siapa-siapa kamu,, please Damar please!!)

“Iya! Puas?” katanya sambil pergi meninggalkanku.

Tenagaku serasa turun semua, badanku seperti tak ada penopang, semua yang aku takutin terjadi,, Damarku,, Damarku selingkuh.

“Kenapa Damar.. kenapa??” tanyaku pelan. Dia berbalik dan menatapku lagi.

“Karena aku bosan dengan sikap kamu yang seperti ini, aku bosan harus menjelaskan kepada kamu setiap kali aku deket ma cewe, bahkan ketika hanya duduk ga sengaja berdua, kecurigaan kamu ga logis, keterlaluan, aku uda ga sanggup Nay,, “ katanya.

“Tapi aku lakuin itu karena aku sayang sama kamu, dan harus kamu tau, aku pernah ditinggalkan oleh orang yang paling aku cinta, kakakku, kakakku meninggal karena kecelakaan. Padahal dia adalah orang yang paling sering melindungi aku, aku hanya ga mau kehilangan lagi, aku ga mau itu terjadi lagi. saat ketemu dan bersama kamu, aku ngerasa aku punya kakak lagi.. salah? kalo aku ga mau kehilangan kamu.”

“Tapi ga gitu caranya Nay. Cinta itu percaya, mengerti, dan melindungi, cinta tidak membuat orang terkekang, cinta bukan curiga, kalau saja kamu mengerti itu, mungkin aku akan menjadi orang terbaik yang pernah kamu kenal,,” katanya sambil pergi meninggalkan aku sendirian dan tidak berbalik lagi, bahkan menolehpun tidak. Aku hanya bisa menangis, sesegukan, sakit… hati ini sakit, sakit sekali.

***

Malamnya..

Jujur aku berharap dia mau datang dan menjelaskan semuanya seperti biasa. Tapi.. sekarang sudah jam 8 malam,, aku terus berharap dia datang,

Jam 9,, handphone pun nggak berbunyi.. please Damar, please jangan kaya gini.. tapi sms atau telepon pun tak ada,, Nay come on jangan harepin lagi, dia uda bener-bener ngekhianatin kamu. Uda lupain aza.. kataku dalam hati,akupun menangis lagi..

Jam 10 Kring kring bunyi hp aku, SMS ternyata, aku berharap ini dari Damar,,

From Rama

Nay bisa ketemu sebentar?

Aku uda diluar rumah kamu.

Aku tunggu.

Rama mau ketemu, mau apa? Dia sahabatnya Damar, pasti mau macem-mcem, aku sebenarnya males ketemu atau bicara sama orang, selain Damar, aku benar-benar malas ngapa-ngapain, tapi yaa sudahlah aku keluar saja. Akupun merapikan rambutku dan bergegas keluar dan aku melihat Rama.

“Ada apa?” kataku malas

“Nay, aku uda tau apa yang terjadi dari Damar, dan sepertinya aku harus melakukan ini,”

“Aku ga mau denger apapun tentang Damar!! Aku benci dia” meskipun dihati ini aku pingin denger banget, tapi aku harus bisa melupakannya. Dia yang uda aku perhatiin uda aku sayangin dia tega ngelakuin itu..

“Nay, bukan kamu saja yang sakit begini, Damar lebih terlihat seperti orang linglung, aku belum pernah melihat dia semenyesal itu,” kata Rama memulai penjelasannya.

“Menyesal?? Menyesal katamu. Terlambat, aku uda benci sekali ma dia.” kataku bohong.

“Dia ga sejahat seperti yang kamu kira. Aku kenal dia Nay.”

“Kamu pasti ngebela dia karena dia sahabat kamu, kan, kamu ga liat aku disini yang tersakiti, aku korban disini Ram,”

“Cewek yang tadi bersama Damar adalah kakak sepupu Damar yang memang baru datang dari Medan, mereka memang sangat akrab, dan kakaknya itu memang sering menggoda Damar mencium, meluk yaa memang kalau sekilas mereka terlihat mesra. Tapi sebenarnya tidak. Hati Damar hanya untuk kamu Nay”

Rama diam, aku diam mencerna apa yang dikatakan Rama. Rama lalu melanjutkan “Damar adalah orang yang paling setia dan sabar yang pernah aku temui, dia sangat tersiksa Nay, atas kejadian tadi siang, aku belum pernah melihat dia sesedih itu. “

“Lalu kenapa dia bilang benar dia selingkuh?”

“Dia emosi, dia kaget kamu tiba-tiba berteriak ga jelas, dan jujur, dia sedikit bosan dengan sikap kamu yang seperti itu, yang curigaan dan sebagainya, dia juga tidak enak sama kakak sepupunya, jadi dia sekalian ingin memberikan tahu kamu kalau perbuatan kamu itu bisa berakibat fatal, dia sebenarnya yang paling tersiksa disini Nay.” jelasnya.

“Aku Ga Percaya!!” kataku sedikit berteriak.

“Terserah, tapi kamu harusa tau, dia sampai sekarang masih sangat sangat sayang sama kamu, hanya kamu yang ada dihatinya. Dia bilang dia sebenarnya tidak ingin melakukan itu, tapi berhubung semua kejadian berlangsung cepat, dia lalu berfikir seperti itu. dan kamu keburu bilang putus. Dia shock banget, kamu bisa memutuskan hubungan kalian yang uda berjalan 3 tahun dengan tanpa pemikiran 2 kali, Dia tidak tau aku kesini, tapi aku ga tahan melihat dia seperti itu, seperti orang yang kehilangan setengah jiwanya..” dia menarik nafas dan melanjutkan,

“Nay, dengarkan aku, dia juga harus bersosialisasi dengan orang lain, apalagi posisinya dia adalah ketua panitia dan ketua OSIS, dia butuh cewe yang percaya sama dia, yang harus kamu tau Nay dia benci dengan perselingkuhan, dia ingin jadi orang yang setia, tapi.. “ dia diam seperti mau menyusun kata-kata..

“Tapi kamu yang membuat dia berbuat seperti ini, kamu yang curigaan terhadap apa yang dia ga lakuin, kamu yang terlalu posesif, kamu yang terlalu mengekang kebebasannya, jadi mungkin sekalian saja dia lakukan apa yang kamu tuduhkan Nay, Andai kamu percaya sama dia, sedikit aza, keadaannya pasti berbeda. Maaf Nay tapi kamu harus tau itu, Damar tetap cinta sama kamu.” Lanjutnya.

Aku diam dan Rama pun pergi dari rumahku.. akupun merenung semalam suntuk dan flashback ke semua kejadian yang aku pernah lewatin sama Damar.

Esoknya aku melihat Damar di kantin, dia memang terlihat lusuh dan tidak bersemangat, sama seperti aku, aku memberanikan diri untuk mendekatinya.

“Hai Damar, boleh aku ikut duduk” kataku agak canggung.

“Oh Nay, boleh silahkan saja,” katanya sedikit kaget melihatku.

“Damar, aku tau semua yang sebenanya kamu dari Rama, aku menyesal Damar, aku minta maaf, aku memang terlalu posesif dan curigaan, aku terlalu mengekang kebebasan kamu, aku minta maaf, tapi aku mengerti kalau kamu ga mau maafin aku..” kataku tersendat dan mulai menangis, Tuhan kuatkan aku. Akupun melanjutkan

“Aku…aku mungkin ga pantes buat mengharapkan kamu kembali sama aku, kamu lebih pantas dapat seseorang yang jauh lebih baik dariku. Tapi aku tetap mencintai kamu, lebih dari siapapun. Maaf kalau selama ini aku menyusahkan kamu dan pasti nanti orang yang menjadi pacar kamu adalah orang yang paling beruntung, karena kamu orang yang paling baik yang pernah aku kenal.” kataku

“Nay..” katanya

“Ya” jawabku

“Boleh ngga aku dapat kepercayaan kamu 95%?”

“Hahh?? Maksudnya?”

“Asal kamu mau percaya sama aku 95%, aku ingin menjadi orang yang paling mencintai kamu didunia ini, orang yang akan melindungi kamu selama aku hidup. Dan aku ingin kamu yang menjadi orang yang beruntung itu, yaa itu menurut kamu loh..”

“Maksudnya?”

“Ampuuun apa gara-gara kemarin kamu jadi lemot ya?? Kepala kamu terbentur ga? Hahaha gini loh, kalo kata kamu orang yang akan menjadi pacar aku adalah orang beruntung, aku ingin kamu yang jadi orang itu. Asal kamu mau percaya sama aku 95%” katanya.

Aku tersenyum.. “Aku…. aku mau mempercayai kamu jangankan 95%, 1000000% pun aku mau melakukannya”

“Nah gitu donk senyum tapi aku mau kamu mempercayai aku 95% aza, 5% lagi kamu harus curiga atau lebih tepatnya waspada ma aku, biar aku ga salah jalan. Kalau kamu percaya aku 100% ketika aku salah jalan aku tak ada yang memberitau aku karena kamu ga curiga ma aku“ katanya

“hahaha.. Dasar!! Ok Ok aku akan percaya kamu 95% hahahaha” kamipun tertawa bersama. Aku akan menepati janjiku padanya, aku akan percaya padanya 95%..

>>End<<

cerita-ceritu

2011-07-08T03:24:00.000-07:00

mulai sekarang klo gue ada waktu gue mau bikin cerpen ah.. dari dulu punya cita-cita jadi penulis ga kesampaian.. malah nyasar di jurusan IT.. yang ya ampuuunnn puyeng juga.. hahaha and tambahlah sekarang gue harus ngerjain Skripsi gue..
dulu jaman d3 gue marah2 ampe nangis2 dapetin pembimbing yang ya ampuuunnn rese.. bab 1 gue abisin waktu 8x pertemuan untuk di acc.. klo gampang ketemunya.. ini susaaaaaahhhhhh banget ketemu dosen gue itu.. kadang klo kita uda janjian, gue uda datang dari setengah jam sebelum waktu yang ditentukan, tapi ditunggu2 ampe 3 jam ga dateng juga, pas di sms (karena dosen gue paling gamau di telepon, and klo maksa nelpon pasti ga diangkat) dengan tiada dosa bilang "tidak jadi bimbingan karena saya bla bla bla" What's??? kenapa ga bilang dari tadi.. hmmm dan itu terjadi tidak hanya satu kali.
saat2 yang lain.. kita (gue n temen2 yang sama pembimbingnya) ngesms pas waktu yang uda dijanjiakan. maksudnya tu klo misalnya ga jadi, kita gakan nunggu lama banget. sekitar 10 menit setelah waktu yang ditentukan lewat. tapi dia bls, ya tunggu saja.. mahasiswa kan tugasnya menunggu dosen! ga sopan kamu seperti itu!! What?? salahkah gue ngesms dulu buat mastiin aja? salah temen-temen gue? dimarahin lagii..
yaaaa... seni dalam ngerjain TA itu ya itu.. orang tua uda nuntut buat cepet beres,, tapi pembimbing yang ga mendukung.. sekarang gue dalam pengerjaan Skripsi, yaa alhamdulillah dapet pembimbing yang sangat baik.. iya iya aja,, di acc acc aja.. tapi sangat membantu dalam pengerjaan skripsi kali ini, kalo gue bertanya dan minta saran pasti dikasih dan sangat sangat membantu. tapiii jadi ngerasa aga aneh juga,, karena klo kepikiran negrjain TA dulu ampun ampunan ampe nangis darah (ok itu lebay) jadi ingin ketawa sendiri.. moga ga jadi bumerang saat sidang ntar.. amiiinnn oke mulai yu nge cerpennya.. :D maaf yaa cerpen-cerpennya masih amatir.. cuma mengembangkan hobi aja.. :D :D

2010-01-20T20:54:00.000-08:00

asalamualaikum..

hehe aku tu suka komik banget.. suka suka suka.. aku sukanya komik serial cantik, komik miiko, komik conan, n komik yang rame lah.. hehe

sekarang aku mau ngebahas tentang komik miiko..
komik ini dibuat oleh Ono Eriko. gilaaa aku suka banget ma ni komik. lucu tapi banyak pelajaran yang bisa diambil.

katanya komik ini dibuat untuk anak-anak, tapi pas aku searching, ternyata kayanya lebih banyak orang gedenya yang baca. haha termasuk aku.. ceritanya kadang emang aga dewasa..

tokoh miiko itu punya karakter yang ceria, polos, baik hati tapi aga ceroboh dan aga pemalas.. tokoh ini begitu mengena banget. apalagi ceritanya ditambah dengan "kemesraannya" bersama tappei. yaa walaupun ga semesra orang gede, tapiiiiiiii... sangat menyentuh banget.. hahaha tappeinya care banget c sama miiko.. meskipun mereka sering banget berantem. mungkin itu cara tappei memperlihatkan care nya ma miiko.
care tappei tuu suka bikin iri.. haha contohnya dari komik yang terbaru miiko no 21. dia nganterin miiko ke dokter gigi. ato di komik yang no 19 dia nemenin miiko di rumahsakit tempat mamanya miiko melahirkan dengan bela-belain jalan 3 stasiun di bawah hujan salju. ato pas miiko mecahin vas bunga punya gurunya dan yang mengaku dan dipermalukan didepan kelas itu tappei di komik no 9. n banyak lagi..

disini juga diceritakan tentang kehidupan dengan sahabat-sahabatnya (Yukko n Mari-chan), keluarganya (Pama, Papa, Mamoru, dan Momo), juga sekitarnya.. pokonya lucu banget.. hehehe sukaaaaa..

komik ini bikin aku ketawa ketawa n ga bosen walau uda dibaca berulang kali..

Little Bride korean series

2010-01-20T03:57:00.000-08:00

asalamualaikum..
haha aku baru nih mau mulai nge blog.. tapi bingung mw nulis apa.. yang sebelum sebelumnya aku nulis blog tu cuma buat tugas kampuz doank.. hahaha sekarang sayang juga kalo didiemin gt za.. jd aku putusin buat nulis tentang semua yang aku baca n aku tonton za. ato yang aku alamin za.. hehe ok kita mulai..

baru-baru ini aku nonton film series korea judulnya Little bride. yang pemeran utamanya tu Han Ji Hye ama Lee Dong Gun.. itu film uda lama sih (dibuatnya kayanya sekitar taun 2003 deh). tapi aku baru nonton, dan ternyata filmnya menurut aku c rame banget.. lucu, ngebuat sedih,terharu, ketawa-ketawa, ahhh pokonya aku suka banget.. suka suka suka,,,

pada dasarnya c aku suka ama Lee Dong Gun nya. pertama liat dia tu di film Love in Paris. aku uda suka(meskipun ga ngefans-ngefans amat juga. trus liat lagi di beberapa film lain dia maennya bagus. n terakhir liat yang ini.. wuaaaa suka banget. di film ini karakternya Lee Dong Gun dewasa, baik hati, pintar, n orangnya lurus dan jujur. yaaa pokonya idaman cewe2 banget.. trus karakternya Han Ji Hye yang manja, anak kecil banget, tapi baeee banget, percaya ama suaminya, care banget ma semua orang, dan itu yang ngebuat dia disukai banyak orang..

awalnya kakek2 mereka bersahabat dan melakukan perjanjian untuk menjodohkan cucu2 mereka.. tapi mereka terpisah karena suatu hal. dan setelah besar, Jon Shu (Han Ji Hye) yang ceritanya masih berumur 18 tahun menjadi cewe yang cukup nakal dan senangnya dansa dan bernyanyi dengan ke 4 temannya. sedangkan Ho Jun (Lee Dong Gun) yang sudah berumur 28 tahun menjadi Jaksa yang terkenal. mereka bertemu pertama kali saat Jon Shu menabrak seseorang yang memakai pakaian tradisional korea. dan Jon Shu langsung terpesona.. tapi wajah Ho Jun saat itu tertutupi oleh kipas. Lalu Ho Jun melakukan sidak di diskotik tempat dimana Jon Shu sedang menari. karena Jon Shu adalah anak yang masih sekolah maka ia pun tertangkap oleh Ho Jun.

singkat cerita mereka akhirnya dipertemukan dan dijodohkan. awalnya mereka sama2 tidak mau. tapi banyak hal yang terjadi akhirnya mereka menikah meskipun disitu hanya Jon Shu saja yang mencintai Ho Jun tapi tidak sebaliknya. meskipun begitu Ho Jun sangat baik pada Jon Shu, Jon shu yang baik, polos dan manja membuat Ho jun sedikit-sedikit mencintai Jon Shu. tapi ada sedikit gangguan, ketika datangnya mantan kekasih pertama Ho Jun dari amerika Ka-Yong, dan berencana mengambil Ho Jun kembali yang di bantu oleh kakak Ho Jun Sang-nga. banyak yang dilakukan Ka-yong dan kakak Ho Jun untuk memisahkan mereka. tapi Ho Jun tidak tergerak sedikitpun walau ia belum mencintai istrinya.

puncaknya menurut aku, ketika Ho Jun akhirnya menyadari bahwa ia mencintai istrinya. dan ketika ia menyatakan cinta pada Jon shu. itu terjadi ketika Jon shu di culik. adegan itu sangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat mengharukan.. Ho Jun begitu melindungi Jon Shu apalagi ketika Jon Shu harus mengerjakan atau menghadapi banyak kegiatan keluarga Ho Jun dan membuat masalah. Ho Jun adalah cucu sulung keluarga terpandang didaerahnya. yaa bisa dikatakan seperti kerajaan, tapi buka juga c,, kalo di Indonesia mungkin kaya keluarga keraton Yogyakarta gitu. jadi banyak tektek bengek yang harus dimengerti dan dikerjakan Jon Shu. yaa karena Jon Shu masih 18 tahun ada aja kesalahan yang dia buat.. haha aaaaahhh suka pokonya.

banyak hal lucu yang terjadi di film ini yang ngebuat aku ngakak banget hahaha. banyak juga hal yang membuat terharu, sedih, jengkel, tapi offer all film ini sangat ringan dan sangat menghibur.. ^^ cocok ditonton untuk melepas lelah setelah melakukan kegiatan yang menguras tenaga dan otak.. hehe

Tugas MI-A <140103070034> Sejarah Jaringan Komputer

2009-10-06T23:29:00.001-07:00

Jaringan Komputer adalah sebuah kumpulan komputer, printer dan peralatan lainnya yang terhubung dalam satu kesatuan.
informasi dan data bergerak melalui kabel-kabel atau tanpa kabel sehingga memungkinkan pengguna jaringan komputer dapat saling tukar informasi.

konsep jaringan komputer lahir pada tahun 1940-an di Amerika dari sebuah proyek pengembangan komputer MODEL I di laboratorium Bell dan group riset Harvard University yang dipimpin oleh profesor H.Aiken. pada mulanya proyek tersebut hanyalah ingin memanfaatkan sebuah perangkat komputer yang harus dipakai bersama untuk mengerjakan beberapa proses tanpa banyak membuang waktu kosong dibuatlah proses beruntun (Batch Processing), sehingga beberapa program bisa dijalankan dalam sebuah komputer dengan kaidah antrian.

ditahun 1950-an ketika jenis komputer mulai membesar sampai terciptanya super komputer, maka sebuah komputer mesti melayani beberapa terminal, untuk itu ditemukan konsep distribusi proses berdasarkan waktu yang dikenal dengan nama TSS (time Sharing System), maka untuk pertama kali jaringan (network) komputer diaplikasikan. Pada sistem TSS mulai nampak perpaduan teknologi komputer dan teknologi telekomunikasi yang pada awalnya berkembang sendiri-sendiri.

Sejarah jaringan Komputer Global/ Dunia dimulai pada tahun 1969 ketika Departemen pertahanan Amerika U.S. Defense Advanced Research Project Agency(DARPA) memutuskan untuk mengadakan riset tenang bagaimana caranya menghubungkan sejumlah komputer sehingga membentuk jaringan organik. program riset ini dikenal dengan ARPANET.

Pada Tahun1970, Sudah lebih dari 10 komputer yang berhasil dihubungkan satu sama lain sehingga mereka bisa saling berkomunikasi dan membentuk sebuah jaringan.

Pada Tahun 1972, Roy Tomlinson berhasil menyempurnakan program e-mail yang ia ciptakan setahun yang lalu untuk ARPANET. Program e-mail ini begitu mudah sehingga langsung menjadi populer. Pada tahun yang sama icon @ juga dikenalkan sebagai lambang penting yang menunjukan "at" atau "pada".

Tahun 1973, jarkom ARPANET mulai dikembangkan meluas ke luar AMerika Serikat. Komputer University College di London merupakan komputer pertama yang ada di luar Amerika yang menjadi anggota jaringan Arpanet.

Tahun yang sama, 2 orang ahli komputer yaitu, Vinton Cerf dan Bob Kahn mempersentasikan sebuah gagasan yang lebih besar, yang menjadi cikal bakal pemikiran Internasional Network. Ideini dipersentasikan untuk pertama kalinya di Universitas Sussex.

Tanggal 26 Maret 1976, ketika Ratu Inggris berhasil mengirim e-mail dari Royal Signals and Radar Establishment di Malvern, Setahun kemudian, sudah lebih dari 100 Komputer yang bergabung di ARPANET membentuk sebuah jaringan atau Network.

Tahun 1979, Tom Truscott, Jim Ellis dan Steve Bellovin, menciptakan newgroup pertama yang diberi nama USENET.

Tahun 1981 France Telecom menciptakan gebrakan dengan meluncurkan telpon televisi pertama dimana orang bisa saling menelepon sambil berhubungan dengan video link, karena komputer yang membentuk jaringan semakin hari semakin banyak, maka dibutuhkan sebuah protocol resmi yang diakui oleh semua jaringan.

Tahun 1982 dibentuk Transmission Control Protocol atau TCP dan IP yang kini kita kenal semua. Sementara itu di Eropa muncul Jaringan Komputer tandingan yang dikenal dengan Eunet, yang menyediakan jasa jaringan komputer ke negara-negara Belanda, Inggris, Denmark dan Swedia.

Tahun 1984 diperkenalkan sistem nama domain yang kini kita kenal dengan DNS. Komputer tersambung dengan jaringan yang ada sudah melebihi 1000 komputer lebih.

Tahun 1987, jumlah komputer yang tersambung ke jaringan menjadi 10.000 lebih

Tahun 1988, Jarko Oikarinen dari Finland menemukan dan sekaligus memperkenalkan IRC. setahun kemudian komputer yang saling berhubungan menjadi 100.000 komputer kini membentuk jaringan.

Tahun 1990 adalah tahun yang paling bersejarah, ketika Tim Berners Lee menemukan program Editor dan Browser yang bisa menjelajah antara satu komputer ke komputer lainnya yang membentuk jaringan. Program inilah yang disebut www atau World Wide Web

Tahun 1992, Komputer yang saling tersambung membentuk jaringan sudah melampaui sejuta komputer dan tahun yang sama muncul istilah surfing (menjelajah)

Tahun 1994, situs-situs dunia maya telah tumbuh menjadi 3000 alamat halaman. dan untuk pertama kalinya virtual-shopping atau e-retai muncul disitus. Dunia langsung berubah ditahun yang sama YAHOO didirikan.

OSI

OSI(Model Open System Interconection) diciptakan oleh Internasional Organization for Standardization (ISO) yang menyediaka kerangka logika terstruktur bagaimana proses komunikasi data berinteraksi melalui jaringan.
terdapat 7 layer pada model OSI. Tujuannya adalah untuk membantu desiner jaringan memahami fungsi dari setiap layer yang berhubungan dengan aliran komunikasi data.

7 Layer OSI adalah

7. Aplication : menyediakan jasa untuk aplikasi pengguna. layer ini bertanggung jawa atas pertukaran informasi antara program komputer seperti program e-mail dan service lainnya yang jalan di jaringan, seperti server printer atau aplikasi komputer lainnya

6. Presentation : bertanggung jawab bagaimana data dikonversikan dan diformat untuk tramsfer data. layer ini membentuk kode konversi, tranlasi data, enkripsi dan konversi

5. Session : menentukan bagaimana 2 terminal menjaga, memelihara dan mengatur koneksi-koneksi, bagaimana mereka saling berhubungan. koneksi dilayer ini disebut session.

4. Transport : bertanggung jawab membagi data menjadi segmen, menjaga koneksi logika "end-to-end" dan menyediakan penanganan error(error handling)

3. Network : bertanggung jawab menentukan alamat jaringan, menetukan rute yang harus diambil selama perjalanan dan menjaga antrian trafik di jaringan. data pada layer ini berbentuk paket.

2. DataLink : menyediakan link untuk data, memaketkannya menjadi frame yang berhubungan dengan hardware kemudian diangkut melalui media, komunikasinya dengan kartu jaringan, mengatur komunikasi layer physical.

1. Physical : Bertanggung jawab atas proses data menjadi bit dan mentranfernya melalui media seperti kabel dan menjaga koneksi fisik atar sistem.

Happiness of Naia (10)

2008-12-08T20:30:00.000-08:00

Tok tok tok

I open the door

“Sam? Come in, please sit down, what happen?” asked me
“Nay, I get a information about Mr. Ramon Bastian A.” answered Sam
“Oh yeah?? What?” asked me.
“I know where he live know..” said Sam
“Ok, let’s go to there…”
“Come on”

On the way to Mr. Ramon’s house, I am afraid, I am nervous, I don’t know what I feel now,, but I want to know, Who is the killer Raia..
When we are arrive, I look his house,, big house, yeah he is a rich man.

“Nay, come on”
“Ok”

Tok tok tok Sam knock the door
(Deg deg deg) I am so nervous…
Tok tok tok Sam knock the door again.
And someone open the door
“Yaa,,,” said someone

Oh my god I don’t believe with what I look.. Oh my God… I really don’t believe it!! No!!!

“Nay!!!!” said someone
“DEAN!!!!!!!! Oh my God!!” said me
“Nay, are you Okay?” said Sam
“Sam, may be we are wrong..” asked me to Sam
“No Nay, this is Melati street number 91, isn’t you?” asked Sam to Dean
“Yes, Nay, what are you doing here?” Asked dean to me
“Dean answer one my question..” asked me
“Okay, what?” said Dean
“You know Mr. Ramon Bastian A.?” Asked me
“Yes, he is my Father…” answered him
“Oh My God…” said me limp
“Ohh he is the killer’s son?” said Sam

Bukk!!
Sam hit Dean

“No Sam, PLEASE!!” scream me
“WHAT HAPPEN??” said Dean
“Your father…. Your father has been kill Raia, my Brother, you know!!” said Dean with angry
“WHAT!!!!!!!!!” scream Dean

Silent… a world feel stop.. all people just silent…

Dean’s nose blood

“Really Nay?” asked Dean
I just cry……
“Dean, I don’t believe it,, hiks…hiks…” and I go home…

***

“Nay,, are you Okay?” asked Sam when we are arrive in my home.
“Yes, I’m fine, don’t worry.” Said me
“Nay,, I have one question, who is that Nay? You know him?”
“Yes,,,, I know him, he is my client, my business relationship, but…”
“What happen Nay?”
“You know Sam, He is my best friend, and we are so close,, I think I can find someone else to fill up my live after Raia death…but…… hiks…”
“Oh my God.. Nay,, I don’t know, what I must to do.. But I really hate him,, I hate his Father and his family…” said Sam,,
“……” I just cry….
“Nay, relax.. You must be rest,, okay,, don’t think about it again,,”
“I don’t know.. Sam. I not sure” said me limp.

And Sam go home..

Why God,, Why this happen to me? When I find someone to take care me, to listen me, and this all shattered.. and I fall again…

***
Tok tok tok..
“Yes.. wait..” I open the door..
“Who is…… “
“Nay”
“Dean!! What do you want??”
“I want to tell you about everything, please! Nay, Listen me! And after that, up to you.. What your think about me.. ” said Dean
“Okay.. Come in” said me
And we are sit in the chair in my house..
“Okay, what you tell to me?” asked me,
“Nay, My parent divorce fifteen year ago because my father become black organization member, my mom don’t agree about that because she know, this organization is dirty organization, they are kill, they are smuggle of illegal drugs, and my father become bad person, materialistic person, he can do anything for money, So my mom and I went from Indonesia.. and live in Germany.” Tell Dean

I just silent, “so why you come in Indonesia?” said me in my heart.
He like know about my question he says:

“I come in Indonesia because my father sick and want to meet me. Yaa I have a work in Indonesia, So I come in Indonesia..” said him
“So??? Are you finishing?” asked me
“Nay, please, listen me, I come to your house because…my father is hard sick, he suffer leukemia, and he want to meet you..” said him
“He?? Meet me?? No,, he sick is not my business,, he after take my boyfriend, my happiness, my heart, and my live. You don’t know, do you? He doesn’t know how I suffered, I fall, until you come in my life,, you know,, I hope you will make me forget that incident, but…”
I stop my word,, and continue
“But you make me fall again..” said me with hold my tear
“Nay, I don’t know everything about his deed, because I life in Germany. Please Nay follow me,, and you can see how condition him now, please he want to say sorry..” asked Dean

After we are talking for long time, finally I agree with him,, and we are go to Hospital.. when we are arrive, we go to a room, and when we are enter this room,, I look a man, limp, thin, no energetic, and he look me limp..
“Dad, she is Naia..” said Dean whisper
I near him, and in his bed written “Mr. Ramon Bastian Antony, age: 54.”
“Yeah.. His family’s name same with Dean, Dean Andrew Antony,, why I can’t aware about this” said me my heart
“Naia… I….am……so…ss…..so…rry………” said Dean’s father and he died…
Dean seem sad, he just silent, but his mom cry and I just silent and I look him, I don’t know what I can do now,,
***
1 week later…

“Dean!”
“Nay…”
“What do you want?” asked me
“I… I just want to say good-bye and thank for everything, emm emm Now, I will go home to Germany forever. And may be I don’t come again to Indonesia, and,, and I think, you look me as a lie man, but I don’t lie you about my feel, until now, you are perfect woman for me, I really love you… but I know you don’t give me and my family sorry.. I understand.. So I just want to see you to the end. And I save in my mind, Thanks, Sorry and good bye…Naia” said him.
He is going, I look he hold cry, but I know him feel sad. But I until now,, I don’t give them sorry..

I cry… in toilet in my office for long time.. I think and think about all. What am I willing to lose Dean? But his father……
Tok tok tok
“Nay??”
“hahhh yes Ras, what happen?” scream me in inside toilet,,
“Are you okay?” asked Rasty
I open the door and hug Rasty and I cry… I tell her all of them..
“Nay… I don’t believe Nay, but… I have one question,,, you love him, right?” asked her,
I nod, “But Ras…… his father…”
“Nay, listen! You love Dean, you like Dean, and Dean too. Dean,, is kind person, he like help me about everything, he kind of you, and he different with his father, and Nay, He doesn’t know everything about his father deed, I sure he kind and sweet person. Raia certain follow happy, and agree if condition like this. Believe me…” Said Rasty
“But Ras.. He has been went to Germany.. What time is it?”
“14.10”
“Ras, I will run him.. I hope he still here!”

***
I go to airport, I search Dean and his mother, but I search in inside airport, but not found, and when I ask to information place, they say :
“To Germany? Oh I’m sorry the plane has been take off one hour ago..” said customer service
Hahhhh I limp,,I stupid!! I am not aware about my feeling, hahh… I must run him until I can say, I Love you Dean…”
***
1 month later
I will to go to Germany,, I finishing my work and I take furlough, I must find Dean..

I go to German, and when I arrive, then I straight to Frankfurt am Main city, when I arrive, I look what Dean said to me… the view so amazing, and if night come, I look the Frankfurt am Main city more and more amazing… Dean,, you right. Frankfurt am Main city is so Amazing city..

But where I can search you… I really don’t know about this city. But I don’t give up and I start to search Dean, I ask to many people, I come to restaurants, the mall, the hotels, and other place, but I can’t find him… I try to calling him with his phone in Germany, but nothing..
Oh yeah I know one place.. yaa in Constance Lake, in Schwarzwald..

I go to Constance Lake, in Schwarzwald, and when I arrive, Subhanallah! This is beautiful,,

When I still see a lake…
“Nay…” say someone
“DEAN!!!!!!!!” I hug him..
“I know I can find you in this place..” said me.
“What are you doing Nay?” said him
“Dean.. I search you, I know I stupid! I aware if I not accuse you wrong, I aware dean, I’m sorry,,” said me
“Nay,, what I dreaming?”
“No, I’m sorry, I aware if I need you, I miss you and…… what your question still be valid?” asked me
“Sure, why?” answered Dean
“Because,,, because… I want to answer yes,, ich liebe dich Dean (I Love you Dean)”
“Nay…… I don’t know what I must say to you,,, since now, we are forget about all, and now, our live has begun…”
“So?”
“Ich liebe dich Naia (I Love you Naia)”
I smile and now I feel very happy…
And I am hug Dean, yes it is my live, Dean give me happiness, and we are see the lake together, and we are look sunset and all of them I feel beautiful,, Thanks God,, and this is my happiness.

Happiness Of Naia (9)

2008-12-01T20:29:00.000-08:00

Kring… kring my phone ring

“Halo Naia Speaking”
“Hay Nay, how are you?” said someone
“Oh Dean,,, I fine thanks, by the way…what happen?” said me
“No, I just,,,, want to……invite you to lunch again,,” said Dean
“Hihihi, okay, where?”
“Oh,, Alhamdulillah, I afraid you will push away.. hahaha.. Okay I will fetch you okay, 12.00 o’clock” said Dean
“Hihihi Okay, I wait you” said me
Click!
***

“Hay Nay.. Come on!” said Dean
“Okay”
And we are lunch in a café,, Dean order fried rice chicken, and I too.

“Dean, when you will go home? Emm to Germany, will you?” said me
“Yes.. But I don’t know, when I will go home, I must finish my work, and I must take care of my father. He is sick, in Indonesia,” said Dean
“Oh.. I sad to hear that” said me
“Thanks, oh ya.. emm yesterday, where you went?” asked Dean
“I went to police office.” Answered me
“To….?” Asked Dean
“The killer my boyfriend had been gotten caught.” Answered me
“Alhamdulillah… So?”
“Yeah.. That’s it. I don’t know, but I know the leader command him to kill my boyfriend.” Said me
“Oh.. Okay.. I just pray the best for you. Oh look, the our food come..”
“Yeah.. Lets we are eating..” said me

***

Emmm Dean… yeah Dean,, I think He is kind person, we are often send SMS and Call by phone.. We are often lunch together, and we are talking about all, about music, about politic, about Law in Indonesia or Germany, and everything,, more and more long time, He can treat my hurt in my heart,, I think he can make me happy again, after Raia’s death.. but, until now, I can’t forget Raia,,

Kring kring

Rasty Calling

“Halow Nay my darling…. Hahahaha” Rasty said
“aaaa are you fine?” said me
“hahahaha yes I fine Nay,,”
“Ok, what happen?” asked me
“I look, you more and more close with.. Who is that?” asked Rasty
“Dean?” said me
“yuph!”
“emm I don’t know, but until now, we are just friend. Okay,” said me
“Okay okay. But if he say ‘ich liebe dich’ (I Love you), what you will to do?” asked Rasty
“Emmm I don’t know, but until now, I can’t forget about Raia Ras..”
“Ohhh I’m sorry. But your life must go on okay, you don’t sad too long long time. Look your future, you must marry, you must be happy, you must be happy to your family okay” said Rasty
“Ya, but I don’t think to search a someone to change Raia, Ras”
“You don’t search someone to change Raia, Raia don’t you forgotten, Save Raia in your heart forever. He is life in your heart”
“But Ras…….”
“Nay, Raia certain not happy if you like this. Raia certain want to you happy.. okay”
“…….”
“Nay.. Open your eyes, open your heart,, and look a world, and you will get happiness.”
“I’m not sure, but I will try okay” said me limp
“Sip! Okay I back you..” said Rasty
“Thank Ras, you are my best friend..”

Click!

Rasty right!, Live must go on, and Raia certain not happy if I like this. I hope I can make Raia happy. But who is can make me falling in love again… and what he is can be make me comfort?

Tok tok tok

I open the door.

“Hai Nay,,,”
“Dean!!!”
“Are you busy? I disturb you?”
“No no no, come in, please sit down, and wait, I make you a drink, what do you want?” said me
“May I request Mineral water” said Dean
“Sure,, wait okay” said me and I bring the drink for Dean..
“Wie geht's? (How are you?)” asked me
“es geht mir gut, danke (fine, thanks)” answered Dean
“Okay,, what happen?” asked me
“No, I just bored, and I don’t know I want to meet you hihihihi”
I just smile..
“Okay By the way… Woher kommen Sie? (Where are you from?) yaa where you life in Germany?” asked me open talking,
“I live in Frankfurt am Main city in Germany,, you know that? It is great city.”
“Oh yeah?” said me excited
“Yes, it is one city favorite city in Germany..” said him
“You must bring me to this city” said me
“Oh of course, I will bring you to this city, you must see the city if night..” said me
“Wah… I so embittered,, “ said me
“I bring photo this city, it’s so amazing.” Said Dean
“Oh ya.. May I look that’s photo?” said me
“Sure, wait, I must take the photos in my car okay” said him
And he bring the photos

“This is Frankfurt am Main city,” said him
“Wah… What your favorite place, Dean? ” asked me
“In Germany, my favorite place in Constance Lake, in Schwarzwald, its so beautiful, you know. This is the photo,” answered him

“Wah…….. Dean you must bring me to this place…”
“Of course Nay,,”
“Promise?”
“Yaa. I am promise! By the way, I must go home okay”
“Okay”

“but before that, Nay, May I tell you about some think?”
“Yes Sure, What?”
“I just want to say…………… ich liebe dich Nay (I Love you Nay)”

Oh my god.. What he mean?

“…….”
“Nay…… Nay?? Sorry, I said liked that, but I really Love you, I hope you can open your heart to me… you don’t answer now, but you can answer me if you are sure about your feel,, good night Nay” said Dean

He is going home, and I still stand and do not believe. But now, I become remember Raia…

***

Happiness of Naia (8)

2008-11-24T18:28:00.000-08:00

One year later

“Nay… come on we are Lunch….” Say Rasty
“Okay. Wait!” I am preparing to lunch.
“Quickly Nay”
“Ok ok… I’m ready.. hehe lets go!!”
“Where we will have lunch Nay?”
“Whatever you want okay, I follow you.”
“Okay”

And we are go to restaurant in near my office. I sit in chair in near windows the restaurant.
We are order to our lunch and when I wait our order come. We are talk and sometime laugh.
“you know Nay, my boss is very very perfect person. Sometimes I forgot to tell him about meeting with Takamura company, so after I tell him about that, he is very angry. Oh my God. His eyes like out from his face.”
“hahahaha.you are so crazy”
“And you know Nay, Bastian, admin division, can get married next week”

Deg!
My heart like hit stone,, I silent..
“Nay??? Are you fine?”
“Oh yes.. I just.... become remember Raia. I should already married with Raia one year ago…”
“I’m sorry Nay, I not aim to make you remember about that. I am so sorry.”
“No, you no mistake okay.”
“Excuse me” said waitress while bring our order.
“Oh,,, okay”
And a waitress serve in our table..
“Thank you”

“Naia,, can you remember me?” say someone
“You are…………”
“Dean Nay, Dean Antony, you remember?”
“Oh… Mr Dean Antony… Wie geht's? (How Are you?)” say me
“es geht mir gut, danke (fine, thaks)”
“Wie lange sind Sie schon hier? (how Long you has been live in here?)” Ask me.
“Die Woche (one week)”
“Hello!!!! I am not understand dear!!!” say Rasty.
“Oh…okay stop speak Germany language. I not speak Germany language very well okay, by the way, what are you doing here Mr Dean?”
“Sorry, hello Rasty, em… you can call me with only Dean, not Mr Dean. It’s very formal okay.”
“Okay! So what are you doing here……… Dean?”
“Oh I want to meeting with my relation, Oh my god. I am late. Hahaha
This is my name card, calling me okay. Nice too meet you again”
“Nice to meet you too Dean,”
“Auf Wiedersehen! (See you again)” say Dean
“Tschüs! (Bye) “Say me

I saw his name card. And save his phone number in Indonesia and his number in Germany.

“He is so great right?”
“…….”
“Nay,, Hello nay…”
“Ow Sorry, what are you tell me a while ago??”
“Forgotten Nay”
“I’m sorry Ras, I am not concentrated”
“you like him?”
“what?”
“you………like him right?”
“come on Rasty, I cant forget about Raia in my mind… until now”
“Sorry Nay, I don’t aim to…”
“no problem Ras..” said me while smile…

***

Kring my phone ring,

From Dean

Where is he get my number??? Say me in my heart
Then I read he SMS..

From Dean
Hai Nay. What R u doing now? Busy?

I reply……

To Dean
Hai too dean, I’m watching TV now. Whre R u gets my numbr?

From Dean
Hehehe I get your nmber from……
Whoever… u very famous right?

To Dean
Em… ok..ok .. J Can I help u?

From Dean
If you not busy, can I invite u 4 lunch tomrrow?

To Dean
Emmmm I very busy tomorrow, but if u treat me in expensive restaurant, I can.. hahaha just kidding!! J

From Dean
Hehehehe, u r so funny. Ok I’ll fetch u at 01.00 o’clock ok…

To Dean
Okay. C u tomorrow Dean

***
At 01.00 o’clock
I hurried finish my work and run to 1st floor, in Lobby, Dean already wait me…
“Dean I am sorry I come late. Because I must finish my...”
“No problem Nay… Come on”
“ok!”
Then, we are go to the restaurant yaaaa can say Big Restaurant. And I certain, this is expensive restaurant.
“Good Afternoon, this is Menu, what you will order for lunch?” say waitress while smile
“Nay, what you want to lunch now??”
“em… I… order… chicken spaghetti, and orange juice..”
“Ok, I follow her”
“Ok, you want two chicken spaghetti’s and two orange juices, right?”
“Yes!” say Dean
“Okay, waits 15 minutes” say waitress

“Dean, Wie lange bleiben Sie? (How long you can stay in here?)” Say me
“em… about three month.”
“Gefällt es Ihnen hier? (Are you happy in here?)”
“Ja (yes), emm Nay, I hear you has been getting married, right?”
Deg!
I limp…
“Nay?”
“Oh sorry, not yet, my boy friend died when we will getting married 2 days again…” say me sad..
“I am sorry Nay, I don’t know about that, I sad to hear that,, I don’t aim to……”
“No problem Dean!”

I’m see him, I feel he seem like Raia.. He can make me comfort. “Ok Naia, Ok, you only miss Raia, so you think all people like Raia..” say me in my heart, and I think, may be, this is only feel happy because he is kind person. Raia cannot change in my heart! But Now I become remember him.. after I talking with him, Now I know, he live in Indonesia in Dago Bandung, and he live in Germany on Frankfurt am Main city.

Kring…kring
Samuel Calling
“Sorry Dean, I must answer this phone,,” said me and dean just smile.
“Hallo Sam, what happen?”
“Nay, I have a good news for you.”
“what?”
“A killer Raia has been get caught, and now he be in the Jail”
“What!!! Alhamdulillah! “say me excited
“Yes, if you not busy, can you come to here, the policeman office to give a explanation.”
“oh sure, I can, wait me ok.”
“Okay”
Click! And
“Dean, I am sorry, I must go to police office, the killer Raia get caught, and I must give a explanation.”
“Oh yeah, alhamdulillah, I happy for you..”
“Thanks, thanks for all okay, thank for lunch, for you hear my feel, and thank for you has been accept me as a your friend” said me while smile
“You’re welcome...”

***
Deg..deg..deg

More and more I near with police office, I don’t know what I must do when I found with the killer Raia, I am confuse, I am afraid, and I am angry and I am sad,, I don’t know, but Now, I must found with him..

Then, when I arrive, I look Sam, policeman, and… one people, I don’t know who is he. But I look he like athlete, big body, tall and strong,,
“Sam..”
“Yes Nay, he… he is killer Raia,,,,”
I limp, I don’t know what I must do to him, I just cry….
“Why… why you kill my boyfriend.. I don’t know who are you.. why you take my happiness?? WHY!!!!!!”
“em…… I just follow command my boss. He have problem with Raia.. For me, provided that he pay me, and I do it..” said him
“What!!!”
“Nay, calm down Nay, he just payment killer, and we must found his boss. This is important!” said Sam
“Tell me, who is your boss? tell me!” say me angry
He is just smile, his smile like despise me,,, and say
“if you want to know, you must pay me. Hahahahaha”
Plak!!!!!!!!!!!!! I beat him..
“Tell me scoundrel!!!!!!!”
“Ok ok, I will tell you. He is Mr. Ramon Bastian A. he is a industrialist, but he is leader mafia, black organization, and Raia will block his plan, hahahaha”
I limp…who is Mr Ramon Bastian A.? I do not know. Oh Yes I remember Raia was handling the case about the smuggling of illegal drugs. Yes Mr Ramon Bastian A is that leader smuggler, I sure that, and I must bring him to The Jail.

Happiness of Naia (7)

2008-11-17T18:43:00.000-08:00

“I’m sorry, I can’t do anything…” say a doctor.
“N..n..no…… no……” say me
And I don’t know what happened later, because I fainted…

***

When I open my eyes, I look around, Now I in a room,,, in hospital,,
Oh.. I was dreaming.. but why I listen people was cried??
“Nay..” say someone
“eh Sam..”
“Are you Ok?”
“I,,, headache..” say me while I hold my head..
Oh My god.. This is real!! His mother was cry.. and all people seem sad. Raia… Raia… Raia… Really leave me..
Raia…
“Sam… where is Raia?”
Without many word, Samuel bring me to a room..
Inside in that room, I look Raia.. he is sleeping… calm… peace… and he look clean, his face seem clean… his smile… he is handsome… yes, Raia my boyfriend is a man most handsome in the world…
“Raia… Honey… wake up honey…” say me and begin cry..
“ we will get married 2 day again.. Raia… you are promise me,, you will make me happy.. Raia… come on Raia.. Wake up… please… Don’t leave me.. Raia…” Say me limp and slowly while I hold his face and while cry..
I hold his eyes, his lips, his hair, his hand is strong, his fingers,, and his nose…… he don’t breath…
He don’t speak,, he don’t look me,,
Hiks,,,,,,,,hiks,,,,,,,,,,,,, I can not receive this all . This was too painful for me. Hiks…
Raia!!! Look me Raia… I cannot live without you… I cannot breathe without you… I can’t…… hiks I can’t……… I can’t……… I can’t do anything without you…Raia!!!!! hiks…
Raia…….. Please wake up! And bring me to life…
RAIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I trill his body… but he keeps silent… he keeps sleep…and he will not wake up again forever…

Sam hug me..
“You must be strong Nay” Say Samuel
He is cry, and I cry too in his embrace.
I can’t stand, I can’t life.. I very limp… while doctor close his face with blanket… and I fainted again…

***
When I open my eyes,, all my family & Raia’s family look me sad.. my best friend finally come. Rasty, my best Friend, come and Hug me.. she say “ I really sad Nay, I follow sad for him.. but you must be strong. Life must go on. Do not like this. You seem very limp. Raia don’t like look you like this..” she say while cry..
My family and my friends are hug me one by one.. and say
“You must be strong Nay”

They don’t know my feel, they don’t know how broke my heart..
Why God… Why You take Raia?? Why You take my boyfriend… why the people without worrying has been kill my Raia.. why??? Who has been kill Raia? I will not give sorry… he really very bad person..

The plan, Raia will grave in the general funeral in near his home..

In Raia funeral.. I can’t stand. I only sit in chair.. all people seem me sad. All people wear black clothes. All people follow sad.. yes Raia are kind person.. he is very nice.. Rain descended, drizzle, apparently nature then was sad on the Raia trip..
I look all around is dark… many people send flower as grieve symbol.. the flower should fill my wedding building as happy symbol, not like Now.. in Raia burial as grieve symbol…

***

I look resting place Raia.. and I hold gravestone. In there written name Raia.. ‘RAIA AZIZ’..
I cry in front of gravestone.. Raia.. you are dead with my love, with my heart, and with my Happiness…

***

When I sit in a place,, someone call me…

“Nay…honey…”
“Raia?” I happy and hug him.
“Nay… I’m sorry… I must leave you Now…”
“Why Raia?? You don’t go anywhere without me. You are promise me if you can make me happy, right?”
“Nay…look” Raia stop his say, and sit in a chair. continue say
“You must be strong ok, I will always take care of you forever, in there, and I always will be in this.,” say Raia while his hands hold to the side of the chest.
“Nay.. You must be happy without me okay… you don’t afraid you will alone.. Because I always with you in your heart” say Raia while smile and look me softly..
I look his face. His face is very clean, very peace and happy..
Raia hug me… and slowly lost… ‘Raia!!’ say me
Raia smile and lose……

I wake up… Raia enter my dreaming… Raia know me very sad because he leaved.
I don’t know, can I stand without Raia??
Can I life without Raia??
I don’t know…

Now, I could not sleep again. I took mp3 and listened to the song. Raia very like this song, and Raia sing the song for me when I birthday 2 years ago.. the song from N’sync- This I promise you.

When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
When standing here all alone
CHORUS 1
And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Until the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun
Just close your eyes each loving day
And know this feeling won't go away
Until the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
Over and over I thought
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all
CHORUS CHORUS 2
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh I promise you

To be continue…

hapiness of Naia (6)

2008-11-10T18:20:00.000-08:00

2 day again, I will get married with Raia.. I feel very happy…
Oh Allah, I really happy now.. You make my dream come true… thanks God.. Alhamdulillah..
Its my pray, every day, every hour, every minutes, and every second..

Now I don’t find with Raia, uuuuh I sad… T.T hiks hiks,,, I sad…
Yeah I understand, we aren’t find because, old parent say so that make me miss him, and he miss me… hehehehehehe ^_^

Kring kring..
My phone ring..

Oh Raia call me..

“Hallo honey” say me
“Hay Nay, my wife.. hehehehe”
I just smile and shy..
“oh ya… I will go to restaurant to meet my client. It very urgent honey..” say Raia
“You still the work!! Come on Raia, 2 day again we will get married.. you don’t go to this okay. “ say me panic.
“ enjoy Nay, Will not have anything, believed was me!” say Raia enjoy
I don’t know, I afraid, I have bad feeling,, but I can’t do everything.
I just silent.
“…..”
“all of them will be okay honey, this is just meeting. Believe me okay?”
“ I just afraid honey. I afraid lose you!” say me
“ No, I will back, and married with you okay.. I Love you so much” say Raia
“ Okay, be careful okay and call me if you work already finish yuph!”
“ Okay..”
“ I Love you…” say me
“ I love you too” say Raia while close his phone

*****

3 hour after that he not call me..
I just wait he call me…
4 hour….
I call him but not answer..
5 hour…. I still wait him call me.
I worried.. I very worry.. please honey.. answer me..

Kring… kring..

Raia!!!
“ hai Ray, why my phone not your answer!!” say me angry
“ sory Nay, this meeting very important you know.. listen, I fine honey. All of them is okay”

“I was relieved.. . I was happy you it's alright..”
“. Okay then I said me would not anything.. ya sudah I want go to home okay and see you 2 days again honey… Love you…”
“ I love you too…” say me…

Alhamdulillah he is fine.

*****

Kring…kring…
My phone ring…

‘home Raia’

Oh Raia has been arrive on his home.. say me in my heart

“ halo Raia!!”
“ halo Naia?” say someone in there
“halo. Who is this?”
“ I.. I’m Samuel”
“ Oh Sam, what happen Sam? Can I help you?” say me
Samuel is Raia’s brother
“ I hope you calm okay”
“ what happen?”
“Raia… Raia….”
“ what happen with Raia, Sam?”
“Now,Raia in Hospital Nay,,” say Samuel careful
“ What!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why Sam?” say me panic and cry
“He was shot was the same the pistol by someone who were not known and bullets him is affected by his chest, in the parking lot in the restaurant that he visited earlier, now he was critical Naia.
“are you kidding Sam? Come on Sam, Raia just telephoned me several previous minutes. I will not find it easy to be told lies by you
“ No Nay,, it really! Raia need you..”
Sam close the phone. I just silent. I confuse what must I to do now..
Ya Allah I hope he be good.

I at once went to the Hospital with my sister Sandra, and while I arrive in this hospital, I look his parent and Samuel,
“Nay..” say Raia’s mother
“Mom.. hiks hiks….” I cry while hug Raia’s mother..
“ I Afraid mom…”
“ No Nay, Raia certain fine okay..”

Evidently true, Raia was shot by someone that we did not know, there was no witness that saw, there was no voice and did not have the scream. So, whoever did like this to Raia.
“Ya Allah, our 2 days more will marry. Don't You took all this. please.” Pray me in my heart while I saw Raia in operation space.

“Please Raia,struggled for me, for your family, for our marriage, for our dreams, for your promise to always with me, please raia. should not leave me! Hiks………”

Raia still in operation space. for a long time he was inside and finally the doctor went out from inside operation space.

“How my son condition the doctor?” say Raia’s Father
“Sorry,,,,,” the doctor stop his say and continue say
“ we have tried maximal, but the bullets about the heart of your son. we could not rescue the life of your son Sir, sorry, we condolences”

“NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” scream me while cry..
And Suddenly all of them were seen dark ………

To be continue……….

hapiness of naia (5)

2008-11-03T19:06:00.000-08:00

"Did you want to marry me, Naia?"

"Ya Allah.. Raia proposed to me. really will I become his wife.. I was confused what must I answered." say me in my heart..

"Nay?"
" oh.. Ray.. I don't know what must I said to you.. but I really happy now.. You make my dream come true..." said me
" and... you answer?" ask Raia.
" Yes, I do.." answer me..

***

Alhamdulillah.. Now, I feel very happy. I don't believe Raia proposed to me. in my office, I often pile up, I don't know why.. but I can't be concentration.. and while I pile up...

" Naia.." call my friend, Mary

" yes..."

" come here, please!"

and I come to her table.

"Can I help you Mary?"

" Yes. Please meet our client, Indonesians person, and he for a long time has lived in Germany. he asked our help to arrange about permission for his lived."

" Okay, what his name?"

" Mr Dean Antony"

I approach him, and say..

"Hallo! Gutten Morgen! (good morning), Mein name ist Naia (my name is Naia). Wie geht es lhnen?(How Are you?)" say me with Germany language

"Danke, sehr gut (Thanks, very good), Können Sie auch....(Can you speak....)" ask him surprised because I can say Germany language

" No.. No.. just little ok.. " said me while smile..

"Are you Mr Dean Antony?" ask me

" yes I'm.."

And We had finally been acquainted mutually and according to me he the kind person.

his skin.. white. his face emmm enough. yaa handsome.. and his body is tall. ideal. emm but my boy friend was more handsome than him. hehehe ^_^

***

Raia fetch me in my home. We will look for a building for we marriage reception. then we will try bride clothes. we married 1 months later. and we will marry in Bandung. the concept of my marriage was simple but elegant.

we are already find a building.
we try a bride and bridegroom clothes. we wear tradition clothes. I wear Kebaya. and in moment reception I wear bride gown. I feel beautiful.. hahahaha

My Happiness wiil become perfect!
I will become Raia's Wife
We will have children..
I will become a Mother...

ahhh I was impatient in wanting immediately to be implemented my dream of marrying Raia.

Thanks God,, Alhamdulillah,, ^_^
Don't take this happiness from me.. Please!!

happyness of Naia

2008-10-27T21:18:00.000-07:00

kring!!!!! my phone ring,,
"hallo, Naia Speaking,,"
"hallo honey.. you have gotten up?"
" oh.. Raia.. yes I have gotten up. and now I have breakfast. are you have breakfast now?" say me
"no. I not hungry. by the way, what time you start the work??" ask Raia
"oh.. 08.00 o'clock, will u lunch together with me honey?" answer me
" oh sure.. we be found in restaurant near you office. okay?" said Raia
"okay.. see you.." answer me
" see you too honey.. I Love you.."
"I love you too."
click!

ok, Now I work as the legal adviser in a quite big company and Raia now becomes the famous lawyer. sometimes he not have a time for me, I understand and I believe he can be the famous lawyer because he hard work.
although he so very busy and we seldom found, but we always communication by phone..
now, he very busy because he was handling the case about the smuggling of illegal drugs, and the smuggler him was the mafia's member, that his organisation was big enough in Indonesia. also to involve officials in Indonesia. oh so hard...

ok I must go to work. I dont be late..

***

kring!!!

" hallow Naia speaking"

" Hon, sory I cant lunch with you"

" why?"

"because I must meeting with my client."

" .... "
"Hon?"

" ok, I understand,,"

" don't be angry hon, How if tonight we will dinner together? I fecth you at 08.00 o'clock okay?"

"hahhh okay" say me while not feel better.

click!

***

hahhh In a moment at 08.00, Raia did not yet come juga. resentful! I must wait.

I already. I now used dress was white with the flower pink on the chest, then wore white shoes and make up. Simple, but was elegant enough.

tin....tin..

thank god he here now, I quick go to meet Raia..

" what time is it?"

"Sory honey... but now you look beautiful.. I will make you happy now.. come on."

I confuse.. make me happy?? I hope too.. but I was boried.

Raia asked me to a quite good restaurant and he has ordered one of our special seats. it place in on the top building restaurant. from there was seen the Bandung city. Romantic!

then, Raia and I sit and order a drink and food..

while wait the food and drink,,

Raia look at me softly. I dont know what his mind. and say :

" you beautiful."

he held my hands then take something of the pockets his pants, and said

"Naia, did you want to marry me" while open the ring....

"............"

to be continue....

Happiness of Naia

2008-10-20T19:20:00.001-07:00

"what!!! Are you kidding?" said me dont believe.
"No, No Naia, I really love you so much!" answer him
" why ?"
"Why??? I don't know why.. but I know I love you, really love you. I comfort beside you, I happy with you, and... I want to protect you from all problem. Please Naia, Believe me.." said Raia.
"hahhh Ya Allah.. I don't believe it! Are you serious?" ask me
" ya Allah Naia.... I really love you.. " say him
" No... No... No... I dont believe you, Can I ask you one question?"
" Yes, you can" answer him]
" Ray, I know you emh.... I know you have a girlfriend, No, ehm .. (Ya Allah help me!) you hasbeen like someone..right?"
"Yes" answer him
hahhh!!! (say me in my heart)
" Yes I like someone, and that someone is you Naia. No body else, and you are my only one..!come on Naia... would you my girlfriend??"

ya Allah help me,, I know, he is kind people, he doesn't lie, but, I afraid... I only dreaming!! and when I wake up, he leave me!! but.... I love him so much, I very love him... honest! I want him..

"please Naia,, answer me!"
"ok.. I don't know, did you lie or not, but you must know really my feel, and I can't lie about my heart, I happy when you said you love me, and.... I love you too...." answer me

he smile and hug me... and say..
"I will always make you happy. I promise!"

****

ehm.... since that we are be boy and girlfriend,, He prove me about his promise.. I feel happy Now. with him I can laugh, with him I can cry, and with him I can smile.
Not was felt already two years we to be boy and girlfriend. and from that, I feel happy everytime. yaa although we often quarrel, but we are know how way we can get solution,
I very happy you know,,

he picked up me and accompanied me came home.
when I sad, he beside me
when I angry, he calm me down
when I happy, he beside me too
yes when I need him, he always here beside me..

I feel he is perfect man, yaaa although just my eyes. ^_^
his family like me, and my family like him too...
Ya Allah, alhamdulillah, thanks, You give me the best people for my life, thank God. Thank you So much...

But Now, he very busy. he was compiling the thesis.
yes it's ok, I understand. I only support him from behind. and finally he PASS A TEST!! I very happy.. in a moment he would graduation..
and I will follow him. one year later, I will pass a test and married with him..

MARRIED??
WITH RAIA??
really will I marry him?
I dont know. but I hoped like that...
because I really Love him...

to be continue....

Happiness of Naia

2008-10-11T00:55:00.000-07:00

"hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" I very tired. after I study in campus, I work in restaurant. and I make a mistake. I broke a glass. hahhhhhhh Stupid!
I don't know why, I not concentrated, I always think about him. Yes who's again besides him. Yes RAIA!!! oh my god... I don't think about him again and disturb my all activity. but I feel happy if I think about him. Ok, Okay I confess I begin like him. Yes Just Like him not more from it.

kring!!!!!! my phone call me..
oh Rasty call me
" hallo" say me
" hello Nay. how are you? "
" I'm so so. not special today.. what happen?"
" emmmm are you want know gossip about Raia?" ask her to me
" Raia!! why I must know about him Rasty!!" say me with intonation speak not special. (but in my heart want to know. yes I very want to know!!! but I don't Rasty know really my feel)
" don't lie to me. I know you want to know.." say rasty
" ok what?"
" ok, Raia... has a girl friend.."
" hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!"
" yes.. he has a girl friend..."
and I put the telephone without say nothing.
oh my god.... I broken heart... hahahhhhh
****

I working my task after I back to home. I must doing now because tomorrow my task must fall in. when I work my task, I get sms, and I can SMS from RAIA!!! and have content :

from Raia :
Hi.. how R U? R U busy? can we be found now?

oh my god.. what does he want from me? he has a girlfriend.. and this after night. but I angered. and I reply :

to Raia :
hii too. I fine thx. No, I not busy now. I think I can found with u. where we can found?

and my phone ring

from Raia :
ok. now I after in front of your home. Can u open door now?

what!!! he after arrive in my home??? ok..ok I must calm, keep cool and I must look beautiful (hehehe I not very beuty) yaa minimal I can tidy up my hair. And I go to the door to open it.
after that I look someone near his motorcycle and smile to me..

" hii Naia" said him
" hii Ray, what happen? Can I help u?" say me
"yes I help u to...."
" to...????" ask me
" to......." say him again
" to... what Raia?" ask me
" to be my girlfriend........??" ask him
" hahhhhhhhhhhhhh........"

to be continue..

( sorry, I can't write my story with a good grammar ^_^)

Naia Happiness

2008-10-07T05:05:00.000-07:00

Krrii......ng!!!!!!!!! my alarm calling me.
"hahhhhhhh I very tire, why?? Why time is running out!! I feel 24 hour in one day not enough for me!!" said me every morning
Okay, my name is Naia, I study in Padjadjaran University in Bandung, in Law Faculty. and I work in one restaurant in Bandung. and very busy. in the morning I goto campus. and when I retuen to home, I must go to work.
No No No. I'm not poor, but I want to be someone strong, adult, and can be stand alone hehehehe (only my reason)

Okay, thats enough about me, Now I must go to campus.. Oh my God!!! I late! Now at 07.00 o'clock. No!!!! and I quickly wake up in my bed, and take a bath, and go to campus..
when I arrive in campus, I look my campus is very.............. quiet, why?
I think now I very late. and I run very quick and go to 3rd floor, and WHAT!!! Nobodies in the class?????
I confuse, and when I look a clock in the wall in my class,,,,, What's!!!! Now 07.00 o'clock??? and I start a study at 08.00 o'clock, oh my god!!! in forgot, my clock in my home, I quickly until 1 hour, and this means,,, I TOO EARLY!!! hahhhhhhhh Stupid!
I go down to 1st floor and sit at canteen. I order to breakfast. and While I wait my Breakfast come,,, I look someone, not handsome, but not ugly. He Like someone strong and smart,
yes, I know who is he, and he know who am I, his name is Raia. My Senior in campus. We know when I hurried to enter my class (because I late, No No No Usually late hehehehe) I collision with him, I fall in the floor. I very shy, but he not laugh or anggry. he say sorry to me. and we an acquaintance.
yes, in there we know until now.. its means we know has been 2 year.

" hi Naia" said Raia
" hi Ray,," answer me while smile
" alone?" ask him
" yes, I arrive too early you know..!" answer me
" what!!! someone like you can arrive too early??? hahahaha why?"
"I forgot if my clock in my home I quickly until 1 hour... hahhhhhhhhhh!"
"hahahahahaha you so cute... hahahahaha" laugh him

and I just Smile.. by the way, look his laugh, I feel happy, I dont know why, but I know he make comfortable. while I aet my breakfast.. Raia and I talking abaout everything,, I happy can be talking wiht him. until my friend come...

" Hi Nay " said Rasty
" Hi Ras" answer me
" Hei why you hasbeen come... oh my god.. i can't believe it..!!!" said Rasty
" Hehehehe I can come on time honey..." answer me..
Rasty quiet... she look raia and I, she look like something wrong with me... And say :
" Emmmm, Raia Like a your boyfriend, you know" said Rasty
" What!!! No we just....."
" You don't know? Naia is my girlfriend..." said Raia to Rasty
" WHat's!!!!" scream me
" Hoooo!!!! Don't shocked like that, Relax honey!! I think Okay if you be My girlfriend. I like you, you so cute " answer him while go to his class.
"hahahaha, really Nay?" ask Rasty
" No.. No he just kidding, you know, he like a comedian.." answer me while smile
" aaaaahhhhhhhhh you are lie, are you?"
" hhhhahh oh my god.. you cant believe me???... ahhh let's we are go to class!"

Since that, I always think about him...hahhhhhhhhhh I dont want this happen!!! No!!!
I don't want someday I be love him,,,,oh my god!! help me..

I know he don't love me. hahhhhhhhh I dont want this happen!! No!!!
because I listen gossip, he like a girl or women so beauty, and now he have a girl his very love...
and me??? I not very beauty...not very smart, usually late to class, and not something special from me...hahhhhhhhhh...to be his girlfriend only DREAM!!!!!!!

to be continue..

(sorry, I can't write this story a good grammar )

history about comic

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Comics is a graphic medium in which images are utilities in order to convey a sequential narrative. It is the sequential nature of the pictures, and the predominance of pictures over words, that distinguish comics from picture books, though there is some overlap between the two media. Most comics combine words with images, often indicating speech in the form of word balloons, but wordless comics, such as The Little King, are not uncommon

In Understanding Comics book (1993) Scott McCloud, sequential art and comic is "juxtaposed pictorial and other images in deliberate sequence, intended to convey information and/or to produce an aesthetic response in the viewer".

Comics in Indonesia

Firsttime finded in 1930s, and this can find in Holland's media like De Java Bode and D’orient.

where in newspaper can find first comic in Indonesia, that is Flippie Flink and Flash Gordon. Put On, a someone Tionghoa is a charakter in first comic Indonesia, written by Kho Wan Gie in newspaper Sin Po.